My Angel

I was missing her so much tonight. We meet 1 month ago but we become close in this week. I don’t know way I am missing her. She said she already committed and she don’t love me she love someone else but still I am crazy about her. May be it’s a time pass or opposite sex attraction. I think its not she looks like angel. I am not good human really I am not but she is so innocent. Some times she afraid of me she thinks I might not be a good man. She is afraid of even showing me her pictures. I think she thinks may be I blackmail her with her pictures but I am not like that really I am not.

I use to say her mostly trust me sweet heart I am a liarJ. I always thought if she really doesn’t love why she is always curious about me. Why she always try to care about me. Why she becomes worry when I am ill. When I asked her why she cares about me she just says “because you are my friend and she smiles”. I think I love her. I always use to think about her. I make dreams for her every night when she is talking to me and caring about me. I always pray to god please turn here heart to me. If I don’t love her then why I use to cry for her every night before sleep. She is my angel. Ok my angel I am sleeping now take care don’t afraid I am not with youJ